Lovely call

When I was snuggling in my tender bed, my hand-phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Happy birthday!!!生日快乐!!!", my 3-year-old lovely niece blessed me with her cute childish voice.

"Today is not my birthday, you remember wrongly~~~"

"No, today is your birthday!!Happy birthday, Jia you!!!", she said.

"姑姑 (Auntie in mandarin), happy birthday!!",from my another 2-year-old nephew.

Then, my mother picked up the phone.

"Today is your birthday, you do not remember?Today is 3rd of Oct according to Chinese lunar calender.Today is your lunar birthday.Happy birthday!!!"

Haha, I really forgot it. Holding the phone, talking with my beloved mother,sister, niece and nephew,asking their recent lives. I felt the warmth. Sometimes, nothing much needs to be said, simple deed moves my heart. Parents care for children all the time no matter how old are we.

Coincidentally, my father called me last night as well. Their calls remind me that it's had been quite a long time I didn't make a call to them. Ya, they are grown old while we are growing up. Their faces are creased with wrinkles while our faces grow pimples.

No no no, I should make them a call before they make me a call!!!!

My grandparents never left my mind since their departure. Their left was my life's greatest loss.

Hope they do well in heaven. There is no "IF" in life, don't do something regretting...

I just LOVE TODAY'S LOVELY CALL VERY MUCH~~~~and always LIVE with parents no matter where we are~~They are the origin of our existence~~live life with big HAHAHAHA~~~

Sighs~~~

I don't actually like to write something negative in my blog. But, this accident just made my hairs stand on ends.It's really heart-wrenching and feeling helpless as we cannot do anything for that little girl's accident.This little girl is called yue yue悦悦，she was knocked down by a van and the van just ignored whatever it had been knocking and passed through upon the fragile tiny body of that 2-year-old girl and gone.Blood was flowing from her body and she struggled in agony. However, all the passers-by saw that seriously injured girl like transparency. What's the hell!!!Next,a lorry came and as well didn't notice that little girl running over against the little girl with its giant tyres twice!!!Yue yue lost her conciousness and the blood was dying the road.Still,nobody cared about that little girl.There were 18 passers-by. I really cannot understand what is the function of their eyes!!They are not blind!!!How can our society can be so indifferent, can be so selfish. At last, an old women who was scavenging around that area went to the girl and asking for helps then the parents came.

Sometimes, i really cannot understand the God why lets all those things happen. The feeling of disappointment is beyond the words.Praying for that little girl and her parents.

NEVER EVER BE COLD-BLOODED. CARE FOR PEOPLE AROUND》THINK FOR PEOPLE AROUND》DEVOTING TO THE SOCIETY》BE A QUALITY HUMAN BEING》DON"T BE BLIND BY THE PRICELESS MONEY,REPUTATION,STATUS》WHAT REMAINS AT THE END OF LIFE???BE KIND-HEARTED...GIVING IS A BLISS~~~

Time

Everyone has 24 hours per day. Everyone has different quality of life.Everyone has individual dream life. However, everyone cannot be isolated from the people,as we are classified as an organism living in groups. Although departed from people, we are still need to be concerned and need to be loved. Our souls need to be pampered and given strength. Love is the greatest strength.

Since we are living in colony, teamwork is something indispensable to make our world better. Great Job does not always belong to only one's honor. Successful men did not always succeed without helps from people around. There is a thinking in my mind>>Though I only have 24 hours, but how can I amplify it into double or triple? There are 2 solutions which I am able to figure out: Increase the work efficiency and another have a very strong spirit of teamwork. If everyone just gives a minutes to concern about the well-fare of our mother earth, the destitute, the circumstances of others, then we will be having endless time to make the community and at the same time our lives to the wellness. Individualism seems conquer the world. However, I still believe since we are living in colony, no matter how individualistic people are, problems will get people together to be a team and confront the problems together. Believe all things are possible. Sometimes we do not need much but just believe.

"The pursuit of happyness" is a great movie which is very motivating. It was based on a true story of Chris Gardner who is an American entrepreneur. Chris struggles his lowest tide of his life>His wife leave him, he was broke and he was homeless. His son is the origin of his strongest will. Without thinking too much, he just did his best to make an end meats and eke out a living. Becoming vagabond with his son and they even slept overnight in public toilet. At the end, his perseverance made him out of the darkness and he is a very rich man now. What is the relation

between time and this movie? Chris needed to accomplish a lot of things in one day.He needed to take his son from school, he needed to study, finding places to sleep, finding customers for his sales...numerous things need to be finished yet he still managed to fight for it to do his best.

Thus, his spirit is the one I must learn, tell my heart I can do it..do a lot of great things!!!!Gambateh for my friends and beloved family!!!

Thesis year

After passing the thesis proposal week, piles of assignments are following..May be is myself does not give a chance to be idle. While having the stress from study, i still join quite a lot of activities if the time allowed to be. Sometimes, most people will worry about the imbalance between studies and activities. But, activities are something which alleviate my tensions,my negative thoughts and instead, it gives me strengths~~I learn to arrange time, I have no time to gossip people and I have no time to worry. The only thing that I can do is to grab the time and to be live in every moment..That's the problem which I reflect myself sometimes fearing that I will be too indifferent to the people I love and love me..However，a simple greeting and a simple encouragement like " U can do it","Gambateh" can actually lift people's days up...Do be generous in encouraging people and saying something positive~~

Today mentally rest is much needed as my brain have not been stopped to function for around 2 days to rush my case study presentation, settle thesis thingy,plan for coming assignment. I want to REST!!!Therefore, having a small gathering with my good friends from different courses. We share what we had gone through these days..For sure, THESIS is unavoidable in last year. My friends share theirs torture but at the same time it is hilarious and ludicrous to laugh. Tears are flowing down when scolded or criticized by supervisors or the office staffs very badly. Rushing to the lab to observe the results at night. Worrying about the mice when forget to feed them. Frustrating over the instruments which always cannot function well or cannot be well calibrated. Feeling upset by the complicated procedures of ordering and booking labs for overtime. Stole the lab keys at night to be able to do experiment on weekends. In the lyrics of "Stand" by Rascal Flatt,"when push come to shove,you taste what you are made of,you get mad you get strong,wipe your hands, shake it off,then you stand" are absolutely great motivation. Sometimes, we no need take things to be too harsh. Taking unnecessary criticism as a remind so that we wouldn't simply criticizing. Taking advice as improvement so that we can amend what is wrong and to be closer to the better. Be open-heart to every circumstances as it lets us grow and make our memories be iridescent...Smiles to every difficulties..When difficulties are not hindrance anymore, it means we are better than yesterday!!!!Gambateh for all my friends, and my beloved family~~~~^_^

These days~~

Death is something out of control but is part of the life. In the early in the morning on 5th Oct 2011, I heard the news of death of an almighty visionary>>Steve Jobs.Steve Jobs'left is an insanely loss for this technological world but is a bliss for him as he can relieve from his cancer suffering.His spirit is still remained with us and with this visionary's spirit .dare to realize our dreams. Sometimes,what we can do is just trying and doing our best and let the God decides the part of "out of control".What makes the difference?Attitude is my answer.I feel a bit sad of the Apple founder's left because the world lost one more good guy.In my opinions, people of the past decades are actually more down to earth even they are high in the society status because they are more determined in terms of principles and grip firmly in terms of moral values. Individualism is a trend that transcends our whole world especially our new generation. Looking things in own's view,seldom be in others'shoes. "I want, I think,is mine, me" all the first person pronouns becomes the supreme other than the second and third person pronoun. Sometimes to be empathy is not easy.Solving problems with wisdom is not in hands. Understanding others seem outreaches our limitation. Yes, we are not Saints. We are homo sapiens. However, learning can make us closer to the better. Trying to be kind in our first intention. Trying magnifies the people's virtues. Learning to be strong and no giving up!!!Inheriting the better cultures for our next generation,just like Steve Jobs and all the venerable Saints~~~

7th Oct 2011 I went to Pavillion alone as I wanted to watch and give my fully support to Nasi Lemak 2.0 as it is the fruit of efforts made by Namewee and our lovely local celebrities when I knew that this movie will be off shown in most cinemas. However, when I looked at the showing time,it was 8.40pm,it was too late for me to went back alone when finish watching the movie. With a despair feeling, I decided to watch something which will cheer me up>>Johnny English 2. Nonetheless, I had missed out the golden showing time~~While thinking of what sort of movies to watch, I was attracted by a movie preview thinking that this movie will bring me some positive strength and warmth>>Two-legged horse. At the end of the show, I came out with a heart-wrenching feeling and mourning over the movie protagonist~~Oh my Godness~~I cannot exactly understand the reason I spent RM8.00 to made myself dull. What's the movie talking about?This movie is filmed by Samira Makmalbaf, an Iran female filmmaker and the setting was taking place in Afghanistan which was actually want to reflect the humanity. The story lines begin with an impoverish, illiterate, thoughtless orphan, Mirvais who stay in a maze of sewage pipe was hired by an affluent and aristocratic man to carry his lame son on the back to school with a US dollar a day. However, the little lame son treats Mirvais as his personal donkey and horse. Whipping him with cane to force him to run as fast as his others' donkey. Making him racing with all those donkeys. Spitting bad words, obscenities and swears on him. Insulting him. Using him to earn extra money by letting others ride on him. Adorning him with saddles, tie him with rope like a horse, nailing horseshoes on Mirvais' boot.Throwing stones over him. Under the great living oppression, Mirvais endures all these sadistic abusement. In the beginning, he will express his rages, unsatisfactory and wailing but at the end of the movie he was totally transformed into a human horse.Coming out from the cinema, I tried to understand the hidden contents that the director wants to deliver. Using human to reflect the animals suffering by human? Surfing the internet to search for the views of director to get my answer...HUMANITY is the main theme of this movie. "I wanted to explore how far people will go for survival by trying to show violence and domination between human and that we should ask ourselves how often we have been someone else's horse" copied from a website.This is the answer she gave in the Q and A session after the movie premiere in Toronto film festival."

“I want to reduce human pain through my films. There are things in the world that are harsh. I want to change the world according to my own share. I believe many of these pains are due to the mindset of mankind. We are what we think. "she said. Reality is somehow making people disheartening and titling our hearts because many of the hideous parts of the world is out of our control. But,if we stop doing anything, vices will conquer the world. I BELIEVE devils will never win over angels. Do not stop to devote a drop of kindness to our world. It's okay for me to watch such a profound movie with a lot of hidden messages portrayed by each character. Mature thinking and strong bearing mood are much needed while watching it. Oh ya,there were only 3 audiences in front of a big square screen. May be is my destiny to know more about humanity~~Just let the PEACE conquers the world with all kinds of LOVE~~~~treat all time like our very last seconds~~~^_^^_^