Saturday, January 25, 2014

Cross over the line

There are some time I wish I could cross the line and tell anything I want to say.
But, the reality is it's hard.
Sometimes, I wish the time would stop and give me a little time to drown myself in sadness, in grief, in disappointment, to cry out loud and to adjust myself.
But, the reality is it never stops. Things around you need you to move on.
"Time flies", I suddenly understand why it flies. May be I should appreciate it.
The non-stop tick-tock in the clock tells me that life moves on. Everything is moving on.
Therefore, don't be trapped in the past, get over the circumstances and keep going on.
Time does not wait, so don't be trapped so long, don't waste time.

I wish to cross over the line but I refrain.
I could not find a better way to handle the possible consequences.
And, I don't want to handle.
If there is a line which I can safely cross, then I would.
But, there is no such line.
This is not an adventure it does not depend on courage.
I don't know.

I got thing that I don't  know how to handle.
I don't know.
One of my resolution in 2014 is to be positive.
I certainly will be.
There is something I need to get over
and I really need to.

I really don't know. Escaping is a good choice before we know exactly how to handle it. Sounds lame.

Time is a healer but also a reminder, remind you tomorrow is always a chance to be better
so don't be trapped in today.

Long sleep can have a better me.
Goodnite.


Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014

My resolution in 2013:
1) Jogging at least 3 days per week and join the 42km full marathon.
2)Learning guitar.
3) Study for knowledge not for the exam n grade dun be naive anymore.


The very first goal failed as I did not jog 3 days per week and 42 km marathon. However, I did try my very best to jog at least once a week. Though I did not achieve full marathon however I did join 7 runs in 2013. Ya, I did learn guitar and at least can play some songs and just need more time to practise!! I really enjoyed my time in lectures as if I know more and more and become better and better.

2013 is not as good as I anticipated before. However, it was a year of learning be it in academy or relationship. Just be grateful for everything.

My new goals in 2014:
1) Still 42 km full marathon. I won't give up this!
2) Give my very best to do well in study but not for the grade but to be a good doctor! (of course, USMLE should be done well as well).
3) Cannot stop learning guitar.
4) Be positive!

2014, here I come!!!
Go! KinLuoi!!