Simply writing

No one can assure u a good future except urself.
No one can predict the future,so today is important.
No one can guarantee a decision u make except urself.
No one can understand ur reasons but urself.
We are the one control ourselves,our future and our days.
God will bless those who hv faith to good things.
Deepest voice is the true answer regardless the annoying noise outside.
Pure heart, I will protect u with my faith.
I believe I will always encounter with kind people
together want to make a better world.
Listening to the heart is always the best decision.
It will lead me,I know.
Be brave to take the road u want to take
Brace up with love and kindness along the journey
then,a nice view will be with me in the destination.
Throw away the worries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Photos

I will look at my face once I look at the photo I had been taken. Recently, I will look at others' expression rather than mine. It is very happy to see others' smiling faces. It may be due to several reasons. I dun care how pretty I m in the photo as I always think that I am really pretty with whatever expression (severe narcissism). I cherish the moment with friends around rather than my face as the graduation days are coming nearer and nearer. I know if people around happy, it's sure that it can make my day happy. I appreciate the studying time as this period no matter how annoying our motive somehow will be purer than people who had stepped into the society. Photos can leave message but not all the photos leave the true message. I like all the photos taken with friends or friends' photos especially the photos of gathering and activity during my studying time,photos with family, they are so true yet so pure. I believe great photos will keep coming in my life!!!!Thanks for everything.

Inspiring

Today, I know a man whose name is Randy Pausch, a professor in US. He succumbed to pancreatic cancer in July 2008. He wrote a book entitled "The Last Lecture" and gave a talk on it in his end-stage life. I watch the 1-hour more of his last lecture which a kind soul posted it on youtube. It is inspiring. Sometimes, virtues are there and lessons are all the same. It's like we know we need to work harder, we need to be good, we need be put up with bad situation to grab the juicy fruit. However, knowing something doesn't mean we learn. Therefore, I think there are the reasons why the wall of bricks exists in lives.Those extraordinary people who come to inspired people around are the angels sent by God. I was inspired by his zest in living life. His attitude, his ways of transferring the messages and I watched at a right time. His sharing about his life is great as I suddenly realize the importance of sharing. By sharing, it can amplify the joys and it can shrunken the worries and some more it can be inspiring. I dunno hw to describe my feeling but i just feel great after watching such a wonderful video and I am pushed by it to be more enthusiastic in my days!!!Thanks for everything!!!Ya, an impressive comment I looked below the video in youtube"RIP Randy Pausch. You inspired me to go to medical school despite 3 yrs of previous rejections. You helped me believe I could do it and I did!", wow,so great!!I think this guy will be a successful doctor in the future.Best pray for those who never give up. Sometimes, we just need some push!!!!!!!!

Ok, some golden words from Professor Randy Pausch in the video~~~

Experience is what you get when you get what you didn't want. (Ya, true, nothing is waste)

A bad apology is worse than no apology. An when doing thing wrong : just "I m sorry. It's my fault. How can I make the thing right?" The third part is the part mostly forget. (Wow, I want to learn!!!)

Find the best in everybody no matter how long it takes. No one is all evil.

Brick wall doesn't exist for nothing. It just blocks the people who do not want the things very badly.

If you lead ur life in right way the karma will take care of itself, the dream will come to u.

Great video n great day!!!:)

Answer

Ya, I am searching the answer for the question in my post Hmm. Sometimes, there is no definition for something and the only answer depends on us. The best answer I answer and learn to do is to be open-heart and pure-heart >>心宽念纯。 When the heart opens, we can accept everything but not in a numb way but we want to do more to make the things better with unpredictable potential. Be pure, this can always guide us to a correct path without being blind and ignorant especially in this hodgepodge.

There is answer but doesn't mean that it is easy. No pain, no gain. No matter how hard of things, follow my heart and telling it I want to do and I will learn to make my heart wide open and purer.

Theory is there but how to make it practical??Doing things without proper ways may cause reverse effects.
Methods: be contented, be grateful,  be understanding and be tolerant  (知足感恩善解包容), Tzu chi four-spirit drinking. Same thing, not easy.

This is answer and I know it is not easy. But, I want to learn:)Thanks for everything!!!!

"The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost." -G.K. Chesterton

Touched

After 428, I was sad to see the violence happened.
I was sad to see unarmed people were suppressed .
I was sad to know people lost life or get severe injuries.
I was lucky to be able to go and show my supports.
I was lucky I was aware of the state of our country.
I was lucky I was born in this land.

The most I was touched to see MALAYSIAN united to fight for a better future from all the corners of the world. .
We are citizen of a country. Politic is something inevitable in lives.
We should take responsibility as a citizen. Choose right man to lead us.
Only a good government can change the whole life of a country.
Good government brings harmony to society which indirectly helping to form a PEACE WORLD if every country leaders are able to be good.

WORLD PEACE:)
United we stand,divided we fall.

随感而发

接下来，是申请奖学金的阶段了。看见大学发给我的email,没有很兴奋，因为完全被无法相信的感觉掩盖，发愣一下。那天面试后的我，心情异常轻松，因为“以后要做什么”的这个问题，一个打从一进大学就住在自己脑里的问题，飞逝而去。不是因为面试后的我知道要做什么了，而是觉得我了解自己更多了，即便申请不成功，似乎也不会彷徨了（这个要感谢interview我的三个教授，他们不但和我分享了他们自己，也从中打开我的思绪）。

在马来西亚，一般的父母不会去真正了解孩子要什么，也不会教导孩子如何去了解自己想要什么，不过会给孩子自己认为最好的给他们。所以，希望孩子成绩名列前茅，然后有个稳定的工作，找个好伴侣，过个幸福人生。然而，这个成家立业的过程里，从头到尾，孩子都需要懂自己要什么。没有目的的追求卓越，做份人云亦云的工作，会有个稳定的人生，但未必会有个想要的人生。
其实，我只是想讲只要要做的事不是伤天害理的，都值得支持，如果带有一份助人的心，那更值得骄傲。

之前听过有人说读STPM很浪费时间，不然就是很难，再来就是没有保障（不保证拿到要的科系），太危险了。通常是家境中等，拿不到matrik,才会读的先修班。我自己不觉得STPM浪费时间即使它不能保证我能拿到要的科系。当初的自己出自于挑战的心态去报读STPM，再来是要测试自己的实力毕竟觉得SPM测不出什么。到拿不到4.0的成绩而痛哭（不是因为成绩哭，而是因为知道进不了医科而哭）。值得吗？（值得，因为中六的生活令我学习不少.）起码在不断被成绩打击的两年里，stpm教导我要继续坚持，人要谦虚一点，努力一点。酸甜苦辣尝不尽 。
伤心的过程里，哥哥和我说，如果人一帆风顺，没跌倒过，那以后要和孩子讲什么故事？
桃姐里也有说，经过苦难的人，才会了解怎么去安抚受伤的人。即便苦的过程很苦,但那却值得回忆。

申请成功，如果奖学金顺利的话，证明我还需多读4年，那时也已28。连续读书读到28，值得吗？如果这是自己想要的，那是值得的。即便无法预知未来，但至少可以把握现在做想做的。人生是可以很多选择的，最重要的是，每一个阶段都要知道自己想要什么。

没有东西是属于值不值得，浪不浪费 ，每个人对于生命的价值观都不同。尊重所有坚持自己选择的人。不是所有人都能坚持。

感恩一切的安排，是好是坏，都有它的理由.感恩：）

以“一公升的眼泪”的一小段来总结这一篇：
重点在前面一小段~~~

人生，绕个路不也很好吗？

Hopes

Reading the reviews of The 100 Most Influential People in the World 2012 by TIME, hopes are just surging into my mind. One of the things I realize is the Power of Love especially in women. There is no gender discrimination but most of the social workers or humanity activist are amazing women. Patch Adams once explain the way to show love to others by just doing what our mother done to us. Some of them stand up to voice out their confrontation of injustice for women, some involve in HIV prevention course. Of course, there are also kind men. In conclusion, what make those who devote themselves in helping the less fortunate amazing is their GREAT LOVE regardless of the races, countries and religion.

Hopes come when I knew that WOW there are a lot of people out there who are trying to make the world better!!Though in my surrounding culture money and steady lives are given the priority over what you really want to do in lives. The full list the 100 people covers people who are politician,chef,educator,film maker,sportmans,spotlight celebrities,professors,singer,artist>>all minds are needed in this world.

 I don't have interest in politics so I just glance through all those politician's review. I like most who involve in any activities which benefits the destitute,less fortunate,or bringing love to those in need. Besides, I like also the artist who bring profound messages on their products like the film maker of " Saving face" and "A separation". What decides the level of an art works? Its message. All those sport mans who showing unrelenting determination are also amazing.

Kernel of the message I get>>There are actually many things we can be involved in to make a life we want. Just do what we like and make it glitters!!!!!!!(Be determined and resolved)

 We are not the worst no matters how worst the situation is.

Thanks!!I am looking forward the full list in 2013.It seems like a list of reference..HAHAHAHA

 HOPES come!!!!!!!!!!!!

Half of the half

A full marathon is about 42.+km. Half of it is appx 21.+km. My first marathon in KL is half of the half>10km.According to wikipedia, Marathon is a place in Greek. A guy running from marathon to Athens until die juz wanting to inform the victory in a battlefield of Marathon.Legend.

During the whole running process, I felt the breath of myself and others and also I listened to the footsteps.

It strengthen our determination. The good sides of it no need to be mentioned much as everyone aware of that.

Summary of my fresh try in jogging together with thousands in this hustle and bustle KL:

Starting point:A life born.
Finish point:Heaven where everyone will go.
Different distance: Different lifespan.
Marathon:Everyone is running in the life with different purposes by different ways to achieve.

Purposes:
Train stamina.
Reaching finishing point in a fixed time.
Strengthen own self resolution and perseverance.
Just want to finish the run no matter how long the time takes.
For fun.
Trying new thing

Different ways to complete:
Some will focus on running disregard others. Running step by step.
Some will follow others' pace as a target.
Some will just walking ,observing the surrounding and people around.
Some will listen to the music as a way of encouragement.
Some accompany own children to run.
Some were non-stop running without a single rest.

There were a lot of volunteers who gave us water,foods, encouragement and guided us the running route which I think just like the people who guide us,lending a helping hand to us in life.

There are something we cannot just left in the car and went running ie.car keys, handphone and wallet.Mostly all the participants run with all these things though these may be a little burden but they are very important. Then, I think these are money,family and friends. We must run with them in life because they are indispensable.

I run with the purpose of fun and trying new thing. The strategy I take is non-stop running. I like to listen the running footsteps of people and their pants.

We are juz running a marathon of life..
Thanks for everything!!

Earth hour

I thought Earth hour 2012 will be held on 12th March before. So, sudden inspiration comes to me and I drew one pic to help to publicize this green event.I realized I remembered a wrong date for the event after posting my pic. Without any delay, quick deletion, fast correction n post it again.

Thanks God,I didn't spread a wrong date for that event.
Some people think that it is a worthless activity as it would be better if there will be an earth hour everyday rather than once a year. Yeap, it would be excellent if we manage to do it. However, people around the world gather with good intention to do such a great thing to the earth at least a day in a year is not bad, I think. It's better than never.

I think it would be greatest if we juz have a confab with friends or together with family in darkness rather than "celebrating" it with candles or with whatever events. Reduce the energy consumption, that's the kernel of the event.

My so-so green drawing~~





I cannot do everything but still I can do something. So, I will not refuse to do something that I can do. (Helen Keller)

May be we are the origin

From smart phones to hybrid vehicles to cordless power drills, devices we all desire are made with a pinch of rare earths.(National Geography March 2011)

I can't resist to write this historical green event in Malaysia. We all say NO to Lynas an Ausralia mining company which built a refining site in Kuantan. There is no transparency in approving this company's operation and it is offered a 12-year tax exemption.In addition, there is no proper policies for the radioactive dumping wastes.Credit to this green tragedy, I now understand what is rare earth, what it is used for through National Geography in library n also its featured article. Rare earth is a very important material used in electronic manufacturing include our daily needed cell phone, computer and even car or batteries. This material exists in almost everything around us especially in this technology-based era.

Our country once had been the victim of the mining factory of rare earth. It was located in Bukit Merah, Perak. It is heart-wrenching to know there are some former workers bear the effect like giving birth of defect babies, having leukemia. The land is severely polluted. We paid our health n lands for the money.

Therefore, this time people are more educated n civilised. We protect our rights,our lands,n our home. There is a hot wave in defensing Lynas. There are videos,short films,pictures and peaceful demonstration to voice out our strong opposition for Lynas. Thanks God, we are aware of that.

Back to the origin, who needs technology?Human. Who needs rare earth?Human.Who want to be healthy?Human. We want to enjoy the life from the tip to the toes. We want convenience. We want the most advanced technology to make life easier. The price is paid by sacrificing our mother earth,by sacrificing the helpless to do the hazardous laboring n we enjoy the delicate life.

I hope Lynas will finally retrieve from our country and our protesting voices can be heard. And I also hope that the world can stop developing.It's enough. Today, this tragedy happens in Malaysia, what if it happens in a poor country?I cannot stop something outside my control, but I will do what I can do. We create more and we need to pay more. It's a worthless transaction. What we dump into the world, they will come back to us eventually (quotes from a Dr). Be aware of the state of the whole world. We are co-existing with the earth.

Devil versus Angel

Yes, in each of us there are a devil and angel living in our soul who always fight and having quarrels over everything. Nonetheless, who is more persuasive? Will the angel bleed as it always devotes itself?Will it be hurt by the malicious devil?Will the world turns it into devil?The answer is individual.

On the flip side, will the devil tired of being grim?Will the devil be changed by the gracious angel?What is the story behind the devil?Will the world heal devil with love?

My devil and angel are enemy.They are never congenial in the same things. This is their nature. As if they can only survive in me with their feud. Therefore, I appreciate both of them as they let me have different angles of perspective on matters in life.

Who wins?Who loses?There is a reason behind.
Nothing is right or wrong because everything happens for a reason.
However,right and wrong should be discernible in order to lead me to the wellness of life.

Come on!!Smiles to the world:)

Great ladies in 2011 December

Firstly, CNN Heroes 2011 goes to Robin Lim, a dedicating Mummy for poor women in Indonesia who helps the expecting poor women to deliver their babies and at the same times taking care of their health during the whole pregnant process. She said,"Every baby's first breath on Earth could be one of peace and love. Every mother should be healthy and strong. Every birth could be safe and loving. But our world is not there yet," during "CNN Heroes: An All-Star Tribute," which took place at the Shrine Auditorium in Los Angeles. She treats all the poor and new mothers with kind and respect. She abandoned her great life in United State and with her husband they move to Indonesian to help people in needs. She is an author for many maternal health and infant related books. There are other admiring heroes and heroines who are making the world different in the nominated list in CNN. Helps can change the world with LOVE.





Another great mum in the world, Teresa Hsu who departed on 7th Disember 2011 at the age of 113. She is an amazing lady. She was illiterate until her twenties and then started her education and went to England to pursue her Nursing course in her forties with an urge to help the sufferings after World War II. With her great resolution, she was an intelligent yoga practiser. She was known as "Mother Teresa of Singapore",devoting her life to the sick, the lonely elders and the destitute. It is dismaying to know an Angel is left, but death is part of the natural life.

Both ladies are the flickering diamonds in the dark corners of the world.



The funniest picture to put under the title of "Great Ladies in 2011 December "..HaHaHaHa...I have a sense of narcissism. I am not great like the ladies mentioned previously but I want to be GREAT!!!

Today, I go to sentul joining recycling activities. As usual, nothing is special. But, I am very delighted each time joining something where I can devote to the community. Come come come,my brilliant future..We will go where we are heading to~~~~~

迷路

突然看见书里夹着一张废纸，废纸上有我在去年随手写的一个不懂可以叫诗还是短文的“迷路”~~，所有文字全靠想象，记录在这里一下~~~

迷失在森林的感觉，

就像没了灵魂，没了方向，

感觉害怕，想快点找到出口。

拖着疲惫的身躯，

一步一步地走。

河流的水滴，丛林的树叶，

是生命的来源。

须多强的生命力

来极力逃脱命运的捆绑？

夜里的虫鸣声

是唯一舒缓情绪的乐章；

奇珍异兽

是刺激与生俱来的自我保护元素；

体力的透支

是减退毅力的绊脚石。

时间的流逝，让机会缩小。

须多大的毅力走出丛林？

等待救缓是唯一的方法吗？

看着星星的方向走

突然觉得只会欣赏

却不会用它的微光逃脱。

............................................................

脚步声逼近，

直升机螺旋转的声音就在耳里；

脆弱的身躯终被这丛林解放。

睁开双眼，潮湿的泥土变成了床铺；

原来，梦和我开了一场玩笑。

那就成为泰山吧！

让这没有出口的森林成为家。。。

扑....体力透支....

生命的频率起伏不定。

穿上黑衣的天空，

没有想象中黑暗。

放大的瞳孔

看见光的照射

是梦？还是......解救？

4/7/2010

Repentance

The sky was overcast when I was rushing for the bus. Dragging my tired body to the bus seat hoping the bus driver can start to drive as fast as possible.

Rains started to pour down from the sky.

Looking at the rain drops slashing on the window. It wasn't good to have a heavy rain while going back.

The bus started to take all the passengers home. Half of the journey, a crowd of people boarded on the bus and there was a blind man

boarded on the bus with his white cane. In the moment I saw him, I was hesitating to give him a place to sit. Thinking that may be he just wanted to be treated as usual or were there any places to sit in the bus. He passed by my side,standing behind the bus.I was still wondering where he stood.Thinking to give a seat but worrying that people might grab the seat.

Just in the moment of my thinking,I saw a tall Indian guy who carried a lot of things stood up and hold that blind man leading him to his seat. His kindness reflects my selfishness. Thinking too much. Simple action makes the world better.I was just considering something which are worthless and no need to think. Helping others is something simple,why should I consider so much???I was remorseful for what I did in bus. Just do the right things.

To much of my repentance, I swear to myself DO NOT HESITATE TO LEND A HELPING HANDS especially for the less fortune!!!

Disappointed by myself~~

Repentance: once repent then wouldn't repeat again.

OK, NO NEXT TIME~~~~~

Sighs~~~

I don't actually like to write something negative in my blog. But, this accident just made my hairs stand on ends.It's really heart-wrenching and feeling helpless as we cannot do anything for that little girl's accident.This little girl is called yue yue悦悦，she was knocked down by a van and the van just ignored whatever it had been knocking and passed through upon the fragile tiny body of that 2-year-old girl and gone.Blood was flowing from her body and she struggled in agony. However, all the passers-by saw that seriously injured girl like transparency. What's the hell!!!Next,a lorry came and as well didn't notice that little girl running over against the little girl with its giant tyres twice!!!Yue yue lost her conciousness and the blood was dying the road.Still,nobody cared about that little girl.There were 18 passers-by. I really cannot understand what is the function of their eyes!!They are not blind!!!How can our society can be so indifferent, can be so selfish. At last, an old women who was scavenging around that area went to the girl and asking for helps then the parents came.

Sometimes, i really cannot understand the God why lets all those things happen. The feeling of disappointment is beyond the words.Praying for that little girl and her parents.

NEVER EVER BE COLD-BLOODED. CARE FOR PEOPLE AROUND》THINK FOR PEOPLE AROUND》DEVOTING TO THE SOCIETY》BE A QUALITY HUMAN BEING》DON"T BE BLIND BY THE PRICELESS MONEY,REPUTATION,STATUS》WHAT REMAINS AT THE END OF LIFE???BE KIND-HEARTED...GIVING IS A BLISS~~~

Time

Everyone has 24 hours per day. Everyone has different quality of life.Everyone has individual dream life. However, everyone cannot be isolated from the people,as we are classified as an organism living in groups. Although departed from people, we are still need to be concerned and need to be loved. Our souls need to be pampered and given strength. Love is the greatest strength.

Since we are living in colony, teamwork is something indispensable to make our world better. Great Job does not always belong to only one's honor. Successful men did not always succeed without helps from people around. There is a thinking in my mind>>Though I only have 24 hours, but how can I amplify it into double or triple? There are 2 solutions which I am able to figure out: Increase the work efficiency and another have a very strong spirit of teamwork. If everyone just gives a minutes to concern about the well-fare of our mother earth, the destitute, the circumstances of others, then we will be having endless time to make the community and at the same time our lives to the wellness. Individualism seems conquer the world. However, I still believe since we are living in colony, no matter how individualistic people are, problems will get people together to be a team and confront the problems together. Believe all things are possible. Sometimes we do not need much but just believe.

"The pursuit of happyness" is a great movie which is very motivating. It was based on a true story of Chris Gardner who is an American entrepreneur. Chris struggles his lowest tide of his life>His wife leave him, he was broke and he was homeless. His son is the origin of his strongest will. Without thinking too much, he just did his best to make an end meats and eke out a living. Becoming vagabond with his son and they even slept overnight in public toilet. At the end, his perseverance made him out of the darkness and he is a very rich man now. What is the relation

between time and this movie? Chris needed to accomplish a lot of things in one day.He needed to take his son from school, he needed to study, finding places to sleep, finding customers for his sales...numerous things need to be finished yet he still managed to fight for it to do his best.

Thus, his spirit is the one I must learn, tell my heart I can do it..do a lot of great things!!!!Gambateh for my friends and beloved family!!!

Money

There is a part of the lyrics of "Money" by Michael jackson:

Money,spy for it...

Money,live for it...

Money,die for it...

Money cannot be parted from this realistic world..

Money cannot be separated from our living...

Money cannot solve everything..

The problems which can be solved by money is not really a problem..

Money,the aims of most people..

With it, gorgeous things will be ours..

With it, life can be better..

With it,people will surround us..

With it, people can listen to us..

With it,society status can be upgraded..

With it,may be we will lost ourselves..

With it,may be we do not recognize what the truth is..

With it,may be conscience cannot speak louder..

With it,may be we change...

Quotations from Arne Garborg,a Norwegian writer:

For money you can have everything,but you cannot.

You can buy food,but not appetite.

Medicine,but not health.

Knowledge,but not wisdom.

Glitter,but not beauty.

Fun,but not joy.

Acquaintances,but not friends.

Servants,but not faithfulness.

Leisure,but not peace.

You can have the husk of everything,but not the kernel.

I know this quotations when I was form 5 and always keep it in mind as a remind..

I hope myself will not lost in the monetary world and wisely use the money..

Just do not be the slave of MONEY,but the dominator of MONEY~~~

Listen to Michael Jackson's beautiful song~~Money

Mixture

Today is a mixture of feelings>contented,happy,moved but disheartening at the same time. Early in the morning i just knew that my 2nd year junior from speech therapy course committed suicide by jumping from a hospital building. My friends told me that the junior actually started showing emotional depression. He faced the troubles both from his personal relationship and also the complicated family affairs. I was deeply feeling sad to hear about it.Isnt the indifference killing him?Did anyone concern about him?Sometimes,may be we should just show a little bit of our concerns to give this world a little warmth.We do not know tomorrow but we can make today the best. The other feeling towards this mishap is no matter how bad the thing is we are not the worst. There is a saying"you hate your life while some people dream of having your life."If we feel life is getting worse is just because we dip ourselves in too much negative strengths. There will always a light at the end of the tunnel...To be grateful for what we are given..Take all things as gratification..I believe the God's arrangement..

Feeling great because of the Tzu Chi Happy camp today.There were 127 lovely juniors came from various private or local universities and colleges. The theme of the camp was talking about filial piety and the self value realization of university students. Some of my juniors were nearly crying when the sharing session. I was very happy as I was the leader of catering.So that, we can taste a lot of foods but at the same time washing a lot of food containers,doing a lot of trivial but utmost important things like preparing enough water,preparing toilet papers,preparing birthday cake,finding lighter and candles, sweeping the floor,distributing foods and clearing the leftovers..it was tiring physically but emotionally I really enjoyed it^_^. I feel that family is always the greatest especially our parents..therefore should always grab the opportunity to repay them and showing them our love towards them.

LIFE is great with great attitude!!Strongly believe that giving is receiving and also giving is appreciating!!!

Sharing one video about one of my childhood favourite sitcoms which talking about how a family goes through all the life difficulties together with the strong strength of LOVE~~~

Believe>Strive hard>DETERMINATION

My 4th year lives has begun with nervousness~~I am nervous is not because of my final year project but the uncertainty for my future. I keep asking my coursemates what are they planning for their future. Apparently I am the one asking people but I am actually keep asking myself.There are various maxims citing that we should believe ourselves.Believe we can. Once we believe there will be no hurdles in front.Hurdles will be not a hindrance but a push once we believe. Can I believe I can step closer to my dream?I do not deny that I am still holding my little dream of becoming a benevolent,kind-heart and borderless doctor. I dream I can lend my hand to every corners where need a light. I had heard that never stop dreaming even before u die.I must be brave to pursue what I want in my life since life does not have an exact length but is always unpredictable.

I always admire people who are courage to realize what they dream no matter how big the difficulties. Recently, I know that one of my friends who same age with me had departed to Tzu Chi university to study medicine. He had graduated from biomedical science but set off to Taiwan to realize his doctor dream even he needs to restart there for 7 years. I really praise him from deep of my bottom heart.I like Michael Jackson very much not only because of his beautiful songs but much on his perseverance,sincerity and touching and motivating stories behind him.He was like the shining star who emitting glaring lights to the world.However,who knows his bitterness??Who really understands him while he falling down?Nevertheless,he was brave in his dream.I like Namewee is also because of his courage in doing what he wants to do.COURAGE is something very much needed in pursuing dream.It brings us forward and closer to the things we want.Even we are not getting what we want in the end at least there is no regrets.At least we are close to dream at once.

Start from believing with courage,striving hard is something indispensable.Learning will only be obtained with striving hard.However,the last thing but mostly people will give up is DETERMINATION.In terms of determination,I learn it a lot from my sister. She is determined to implement her principles in the educational field even if looked down by others.She really touches me.Success will come with determination once believing starts. Taiwan singer,Xiao ZHu,Luo Zhi Xiang once said that DETERMINATION is more important than striving hard.Yes,agree with him.However,the very 1st step is we need to BELIEVE.Once believe then it will bring us courage and endless learning.

I wish myself will not give up in my dream even the chance is glimmering.Achievement will be reached once I do not give up my ultimate goal>>serve the people in the darkness no matter in what fields.Hope myself can be a glimmer of light in the world.So,learning engine cannot stop~~~Gambateh!!!

Paul Potts is inspiring and feeling touched each time watching this video..Just let's the little dream flares~~

Rojak Language

Not everyone will understand "Rojak" unless Malaysian or the people who have tried it before. However,who can understand the true feeling of "Rojak">>Malaysian I think. We have grown up in a multiracial society since our very first cry.We have made friends with different complexion since our very first stepping into school.We have savored different kinds of cultural foods since our very first cultural celebration.As a result,at least I think,we,Malaysian has a unique character>>Rojak.No matters our languages,attires, foods,things or songs all have been Rojak unconciously. I was conciously felt it when i went to Taiwan for 1 month.Taiwanese has strong Chong Hua characteristics but I have strong Rojak characteristics.There are 2 sides when toppling a coin so as a thing.Malaysian knows at least 3 languages which I think is most advantageous in terms of competitiveness.Malaysian can enjoy wide variety of cultural foods no matters with what cooking arts:broiling,steaming,frying,pickling,roasting or baking with different hidden traditional or mysterious stories from different races and religions.We are blessed with all these colorful and fantastic and miscellaneous mixed cultures.A lot of people think Malaysia is not a very good country to stay but for me the love towards this land had unconciously ingrained in my heart not because of what patriotic reasons but it is a land filled with my childhood memories,my unforgettable growing stories,my beloved family and also my unpredictable future.

Today,I deeply feel disheartening when an uncle who give zero mark for my English proficiency when I do a phone survey with him.Yes,I cannot speak English like the native speakers and there is room of improvement for my English fluency.However,that uncle was juz like an archer who shot hundred thousand arrows into my heart and then there was a translucent bleeding heart in my body.I don't speak professional English but a Chinese-slang English with a lot of la,oh,le,yi. Language has its own grammars,proper pronunciation and structures.Back to the stone age,what is the uses of language>>communication.Language is something influenced by the place,decades,times,cultures and then being one unique symbol of a place or the local people.Therefore,Rojak language has been our Malaysian symbol.Isn't it good?As we are living in this globalization world,the more we can command the better we are.I do not think that Rojak language is something to be ashamed of but a familiar and amiable language especially when speaking in other country.However,our mother earth has became a village,therefore since there is a room for improvement why do we not to improve?Yes,thanks to the uncle as he had lit my ENGLISH FIRE in me,I should let it flares brilliantly.Anyway,I love Rojak language most as it is not only a language but also is a story,a story represents this lovely land.

My secondary teacher once told me that Attitude decides altitude,I am being more and more understand about this precious adage.Yes,shouldn't defeated be any trivial things in life but pass life with optimistic mind, enthusiasm, zest and NO GIVING UP.

Lifelong learning has no ends~~~^^